i did my best yet all was in vain. i shed tears, my heart yearned still nothing could have prepared me for something like this
mood: deathly depressed drinking: extra strong beer watching: my life fade away listening to: robert tepper 's no easy way out
Favourite Movies
the wind rises
Favourite TV Shows
clannad : the after years
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
dio,amon amarth, guns and roses, aerosmith, bullet for my valentine, avenged sevenfold, everclear, the script, skid row, deep purple, black sabbath, .....and many more
Favourite Games
shadow hearts covenant
Favourite Gaming Platform
my emotions.. i guess. worn out and used in every aspect
when you thought the worst has passed
and your struggles has bore fruit
and that it would be smooth-sailing
from here on out... it gets worse.
when the one who gives you strength
gives up the fight
the very same person who told you
that there'd be no giving up
what would you look forward to after that?
nothing.. it's just a cold and dark void
all dreams must come to an end eventually
it was good while it lasted
hope, love inner peace was achieved
yet they were nothing but mere farce in the end
slowly sinking deeper...
slowly giving up...
no more reason to believe...
and no more tomorrow to look forward to...
every glimmer of hope gets snuffed away from me.
i feel like giving up on everything...
i have forgotten how to laugh, smile...
and to be truly happy...
only death awaits for me...
someone who has lost his everything...